I have lost my best friend. I am completely lost without him, but knowing I will be reunited with him when God calls me home to be with him for eternity gives me some solace. My head tells me that I must carry on to fulfill his wishes, but my broken heart tells me I don't want to be here without him. The darkness frightens me. I lost my husband 602 days ago. Did you spell check your submission? I don't know how to move on from this. I lost my husband Gilbert sixteen months ago. If ever two were one, then surely we. I never had a support group to speak to anyone about losing my husband and what I've been through, but I feel like this helps. He just walked around the corner to assist me and heard someone hurling slurs at me. Mostly for my four children. A third party took him away from me, one I could not fight and it consumed him and claimed his life. I've never met anyone like him before. He lost a long battle with Alzheimer's and several strokes. It feels like someone ripped out my soul, shredded it and mixed it back in wrong. I didnt have the best childhood and I was bruised before I met him, but he just accepted me, through everything. He was hit by a drunken driver while cycling. Featured Shared Story My husband who was a professional boxer developed dementia at age 57 from undetected brain injuries. It was 48 days from the day he was diagnosed until his death. My husband was killed in a tragic car accident, 11th December 2006, I was left with 4 young children and a lifetime of sorrow. He's never coming back. I lost him and myself. I feel so much guilt; but isn't a wife supposed to call their husband when in need? Sadly that clock stopped at 38 (this year 2 years after would have been the first big one-the 40 and how much I was always looking forward to that number!). It's so hard trying to wrap my brain around him not being here. There is no one to talk to. He had to have emergency brain surgery and wasn't responding for almost a week. Jennifer. She never complained. 25 Love Poems for Husband From The Heart I miss him every minute of every day and I know life will never ever be the same. Life moves on and basically drags you with it leaving you still trying to compute the harsh reality. I never could have made it without God. These feelings can take over you, so it's best to let them out. I Miss your poem for him in Jail. I wish I was nicer and sweeter to you because now I know how kind and caring you were to us. He had a massive heart attack. He is still with me. For now, I am taking it hour by hour, day by day and hope that someday I will be able to think about him and smile instead of cry. We had been married forty-five years. He is the love of my life and my soulmate forever. I scream for him every day. I know the grieving process is different for everyone, but I did not think this part would come back so strongly. We planned and raised 3 boys. My heart is broken into a million tiny pieces. I feel I have nothing left and wish I could join them. It has been a long journey and at times had wished his memory and my husband would return and if this was not possible end the journey with Alzheimer's disease. Melanoma took my Elliot away from me and I am angry at the world. The nights are long, the days are short, and I keep praying and hoping it will get better. Mostly for my 2 precious daughters. I am now all alone in this strange county I called home. Before two days were up my darling was gone. We have gone through the many stages of grief together. I did all I could to help him. Delirium, yes it came on his last week of life. Being aware that ALS would take him did not help us prepare for the immense loss we feel. May 19 will mark the 5 month mark of his death and it is also our secondary anniversary, even though we were only married 2 years we were together for almost 25 yrs. Our marriage had a lot of problems at the end, so I did not expect to be irrevocably and deeply affected by his death. While on our family vacation at the beach on July 9 Barry got out of the ocean and made it to our chairs. I cry all the time. I didn't want to but cried and gave him permission to go. It's hard because he was just so amazing and he loved me unconditionally. Eventually we ended up in the hospital. That is one of my big achievements. Missing your lover poems It feels so lonely without you, Without you I feel so blue Your presence made me smile Your habits irked me, But those were the cute moments I remember to thee Please come back soon I miss you a lot! My heart breaks for you. The most difficult thing for me since your death, is not being able to do things without thinking about you. I don't think you do ever get over it! He loved her. For he is not gone . Much love and strength to you all. But in a second, I knew he was gone. When I curl into a little ball My son is 13 and the only reason I have to get up every day. I pray every day I will get through this. I just have to know if I will survive. Bless all of you so new in your grief. I have comfort that he woke to use the bathroom and woke me to tell me he loved me and give me our usual 2 kisses! It will take a long time before anything will come about. She was approaching the second anniversary of the death of her beloved husband. We were only 17 & 18 respectively when we married. I am so very sorry for your losses. Everyone says it gets easier. I can't seem to move past why this happened to such a beautiful soul. He had leukemia, and in spite of horrendous induction chemo, he went in less than 2 months. He was enjoying the life. I just wish you will always stay. I have never felt so broken and out of harmony with every other living thing. We have a 21 year old daughter. It was a very aggressive cancer. My wonderful husband died one month and two days ago. I had 40 wonderful years with Paul. I now ride our routes alone, and I can't focus on anything because any memory will bring tears streaming down my face, so I turn around and go home. Then I'd had enough of seeing him suffer. We had been married 63 years and 8 months. 13. Our two kids, ages four and six, and I are in need of prayer, peace, and understanding. I had 11 years to go until age 66. I stumbled across this site, and I really love the messages people share about their loss. My husband passed away almost 3 months ago at the age of 26, because people on the road do not know how to drive. I'm empty. I want you to take away my fear. Sometimes I feel I'm Okay but no, I'm still in pain. I am trying to fill my time with what has to be done, but I fell like I am just passing time. He was told when he was 48 he had liver cancer. We had been a couple since we were 16 and 17 in high school, and he was my everything. I am so lost without him. I lost my husband in the morning of March 20, 2017. Suicidal thoughts come and go, but my religion tells me that it's not right, that I won't meet up with him should I die this way. I miss him so much. It's going to be a long haul. Every day I wish I could tell him how much I need him and miss him. I see you wish the days away, begging to have me home, So I try and send you signs, so you know you're not alone. We were very close, and I still can't believe I'll never see his sweet smile, hold his hand, or enjoy his since of humor! We have 1 daughter, 29; we have 2 sons, 25 and 30, and a grandbaby born on12/18/2016. I miss him so bad. I was hurt and devastated. My husband was diagnosed with lung cancer on Valentine's Day. I lost my husband of 36 years on February 18, 2017. Subsequently, he died from severe infections. I do still feel truly empty, lost, and I can't stop my tears in the public or with my friends. These have been almost my exact words when talking about the loss of my husband. I couldn't control my sadness. Our love was written where did it go? I prayed with so many others for him to stay with us. . I'm so angry. I was 59. I will keep my husband always in my heart. When You Miss Your Husband's Presence in Your Life I cry alone, at night because no one wants to hear I am not doing ok..thank you for sharing ladies, it is comforting knowing I am not alone. I read all of these and feel like other people understand how I feel. I am so sorry for your loss. I know I must keep going, but most times it feels impossible. I'm not really sure how to feel or act. We went almost every place together. more by Kathy Murphy. We are raising three of our grandchildren. On Christmas this year, he will be gone eight months. Know why you miss your husband It may sound silly at first glance, but there are many different reasons you may be missing your husband! If only we could go back and love like this again! I feel he is with me everyday and that is very helpful. It is exactly how I feel! Our life together was still so full of promise and dreams of things to come. Then that horrible day came when I had to take him off of life support! The person we made all of our decisions with and the person who shared in the outcome of our days and our lives. My husband also passed away on 12th March 2017. God bless you and give you comfort in the days ahead. I didn't even know he had mini strokes and was in the first stage of dementia. We watched a movie and he talked with our daughter. I also know that he would want nothing more than for me to be happy because that's how he lived his life every day. Will the pain ever go away. I just keep praying for justice and then maybe I can see the light of continuing life without him. I have no pain in leaving. I knew from the moment he introduced himself on our first date, that this was the man I was going to marry. I did not want to love him - but I did. As the 23rd creeps closer, I feel myself not being able to be as strong as everyone has seen me be. I have to pretend to be happy every day, pretend to be 'normal' whatever that is anymore. My beloved husband, Paul, who I cry daily to be with, passed away March 25, 2021. Our dog. I still need him! Don't put a time limit on grief. I feel my life is over. wanting you and needing you. Now my life feels done. What you have experienced is awful. You are young and you will find love again. Missing My Husband At Christmas | Christmas in heaven, Missing my I scream for him. His heartbeat ran fast then slow and stopped. I miss him so much. Although we do not have any mutual child together, we had unconditional love for one another. Our children miss her so much. People don't know the feeling of losing a husband until it actually happens to them. Can you go into infinity percent, maybe that would be it? In that time, my daughter and I were waiting for him outside the immigration, but he never come out. We laid down to take a nap, and when I woke he had passed. My sweetie died September 4, 2017. That's who he was - he always thought of my first. My poor soul wife got 2 months of it. I miss him so much, Can't fall asleep, night are the worst. I'm angry at myself, at the doctors, at him. Now what do I do? Poem About Being Lost Without Wife, Missing My Wife I lost my husband 4 months and 10 days now to be exact. I woke up, realizing he didn't come kiss me goodbye. I just don't know how or when this gets better. They will always be in our memories and in our hearts, but always talk your child about the memories of your late husband. People say crazy things. I still feel the pain and the heartache. I have changed for I, too, died when she did. For a husband, a father. Sweet dreams Babe. I never left him one night while he was there. D ko alam kailan ako mkaka move on. Sometimes I lock myself in the room to cry. It can meddle with your work, and you may lose focus when you miss their smell, warmth around you, and touch. Paul died 6 weeks ago. My husband of 62 years just passed on February 11, 2019, just 3 weeks ago. All of our husbands would want us to be happy in our lives. I don't know how to do this. I found him gone in his sleep Sunday. Honest quotes about grief: Tonight. I function and get through the day, but I am sad to the bones. The one that will be on our side no matter what happens. He went to the hospital to have a hernia removed. Until then, I know he would have been proud of my strength. Now it's silent. I started with one hour at a time and have progressed to one day at a time. We had a good, solid marriage. My heart is shattered. Thank you for allowing me to share. I cry and don't even realize I am. I feel as if I'm wandering through a landscape made of thick, sticky mud. I miss him so dearly. He always appeared to be a fit man, but one night he collapsed into my arms and he died early the next morning. My husband was to be coming home the day after Thanksgiving. My life is so different. He was 18. This is what happened with my soul mate and me. Her response was you need to talk to the director in the morning. Thanks everyone for listening. I'm a 40 year old mother of three kids, ages 21, 17, and 10. Some days I still get wet eyes for no reason, but life does really go on. My life hard with out him. We were happy, we were a complete family who overcame struggles from our pasts, cancer scares, alcohol and more, yet this happens. Memories is what is left. I've been with my boyfriend since I was 10 years old. God Bless All of You! I lost my husband five months ago. We married in 1952. I know it doesn't get any easier as time goes by because I lost my husband 9 years ago from complication from a surgery he had and to come to find out he had cancer. When people tell me "I'm sorry for your loss", he is not lost. He had 2 stents put in the Wednesday before and said he felt great from Thursday to Saturday. I want you to take away my fear. My son was the one who found his dad. I took an early retirement as my wife needed me more than anything. I lost my Husband in a tragic vehicle accident 5 years ago leaving me with a then 12, 10 & 8 years olds. We fell in love and were married. He was sitting in his chair and I knew it was bad. I want to be happy because my husband would have wanted it that way. Working around the house, God took him to soon, I was not prepared for him to go, I will never forget that day, He had just found out 1 month before he passed that he was going to be a grandpa, She arrived 3 days after his birthday, People keep telling me to move on and get over it, but I can't, I feel like the walls are coming down on me, its so quiet in the house, no one to talk to, no one visits anymore, I feel very alone, it is hard, I miss him so much. This poem is rather lengthy, but you can share an excerpt from it at your sister's funeral. I lost my husband of almost 25 years on 2/12/19. It went very fast through his organs, brain, bones, and bone marrow. He had lost his wife around the same time I lost my husband. And life is no longer standing still but purpose is unfolding. It still doesn't seem real. Now it's just a lonely hell. The shadows climb the wall. I lost my husband 2 years ago after nearly 50 years of marriage. I stayed right by his side. She had so many activities and friends. We were together for 11 years before he died. I keep telling myself to just breathe and put one foot in front of the other. I have given you my love, share it." My husband died 17 years ago today. Dear Marilyn, He was my one and only. I lost my husband 15 days, 8 hours and 8 mins ago we just burying him yesterday. Doesnt really leave open a lot of time for "good times" and I am ok with that and just do and be what I can. I still miss him more than ever, Dear Kathy, I turned my head and bangI'm in the woods looking around trying to get myseat belt off. I know this is an old post, but I found it, and I feel the same way. My grief is so raw. Some days I don't want to go on. I turned on the light and tried to wake him up but he stopped breathing. Thank you. A widow friend shared a quote I believe is from Dickens. I haven't worked in over 6 years so I could take care of him. I love you my beautiful Angel and I CANNOT wait to see that beautiful smile again!!!! {{{hugs}}} to you and your son. My life just came crashing down. I even doubt if I was a good enough wife hadn't I taken good enough care. I just wish you will always stay. We all miss him so much. I need my husband back. By In May, they said it started in his esophagus. I keep trying to get my life together{ Other peoples words not my own}. We were over the moon happy to get to find love again. You see, he was widowed when we met and I was divorced. He is the love of my life. I lost my husband not even a month ago on April 7, 2020. You cannot stop thinking about them, and the world seems upside down without them. I love her so much. He did. They say as time goes by it gets easy will I am still waiting for that time. I lost my husband six months ago on a day like today and this this is exactly how I feel. And missing you. We were devastated. When I got up, I saw him there, unable to talk. I need desperately to be in a good place for my babies. Sending many prayers your way. And tonight I'll fall asleep with you in my heart. I've told my story hundreds of times of the night that we lost him, but the images keep flooding my mind of that night. I'm 32 and I am just trying to deal. I am quiet and not easy to know. I hope you find some peace through counseling. Your comment struck a chord in my heart because your loss occurred five years to the day I lost my mom--my best friend. He got up to go to work, as always. Michael molded a handprint statute of their hands together and crying tonight with Michael on the phone and said, "I still can't believe your father is gone." My husband passed away 4 months ago on his way back from business trip. I pray to God every day & thank him for watching over me. On his way out the door that day he said, give me a extra hug and kiss for my birthday. I know too well that he's never coming back. I love you, Gilbert, forever! I was sure this was the end. It has been beyond anything I could have imagined. We were together 20 years. I've lived. Our daughter was pregnant with our first grandchild and my husband died 2 1/2 months before he was born. I lay here in the dark for hours staring at the ceiling. Heartache. She was truly the center of the family. Nancy. Will I ever stop feeling guilty for being alive while he isn't. Yes you count every minute, every second, hour, day and week. He doesn't answer, just like when he was alive! I lost my partner, Luke, the night of Jan 26, 2022. I'm so sorry for your loss. We would have been married 39 years this June. Nothing prepares you for it. My name is Nicole. Craig, my husband, went in for open heart surgery. Then I thought of our grandchildren that we love so much. I am so very sorry for your loss. His absence will never be quenched. The pain I still feel everyday. This daze is like sleepwalk I perform every day. When we were together, we were always physically touching each other. Carol, I was there with family, in shock. My husband Robert the love of my life passed away 3 days after our 34th Anniversary after a fall left him bleedIG in his brain. I don't feel strong. "The holiest of holidays are those kept by ourselves in silence and apart. I lost my John on 18 December 2008. I cry for him every day and night. So live your life, laugh again, enjoy yourself T Tamara Young Eulogy Quotes Motivational Quotes Inspirational Quotes We were together for almost 40 years, married 35. I think they want to make us feel better but don't know what to say. I will be yours infinity times infinity just as we always saiduntil my ashes mix with yours and we are joined again! Who came up with that saying? I actually felt safe in my own skin with him. Dear Danette, The up and down wave of grief hits me every day. I have so much guilt because I didn't see how ill he was and he wasn't telling me because he didn't want to upset me. As I read this poem over and over, it made me cry but also made me smile. Never a day my eyes are dry, every day after work, I dread going back to an empty house, but once home, I can cry for all I care. He was alert yet odd. Yes, I have 4 older grown up children and grandchildren, but still I am alone. Maybe if I had gone downstairs sooner. Best friend for 30 years and married for the last 16. At home, if I am not crying and turning into a puddle, I'm numb. Doctor said he passed away because of a heart attack. Died on Feb. 11, 2017. But my heart physically hurts at times from the pain. 8. Right now I don't eat, I've lost 20 pounds, I hardly sleep, I don't sleep in our bed but on top of a daybed. I am in the rain that fills your springs. He was my John again. I have found that as I seek the Lord for His purpose for the remainder of my journey in this life, just giving and sharing memories of his good qualities, healing began in my heart. Also, I'm so scared. Exactly how so many feel! I do have family that is trying to help but as we know the pain is too much to bear. This is now my retirement. My husband of 26 years had small cell lung cancer, and with chemo he lasted 9 months. He was my best friend. Our kids are all grown and they are all wonderful but the empty house when I come home at the end of the day is almost unbearable. My husband died after surgery, when that didn't have to be the outcome. It's been almost 2 years and things have not changed much for me. I fill my time in as much as possible and wonder if the day will ever come when l will be happy again. The pain is unbearable. Now I feel so lonely and lost. It would have been our 13th anniversary on Sept 9th. My dad died unexpectedly May 3; then Rod 5 weeks later. Hi I lost my darling husband on 5 November 2013. Who is sadly missed. Life was wonderful and safe with him. 8) Missing my husband Has become my hobby These days he never Spends any time with me I try to kill time While he is at work, busy I want him to know That I miss him terribly 9) I don't just miss you When you are at office I miss you even when I want a sweet kiss I don't just miss you When I have nothing to do Of you I am reminded When I am blue The devastation I felt is indescribable - a black hole I just couldn't see my way out of. I have lost two children in my lifetime as well. We met when I was 14 and have been together since. He was someone who truly loved me and my daughter. Allow yourself to feel every emotion. Missing You: 22 Honest Quotes About Grief It has been 1 year tomorrow since I lost my husband Cordy to cancer. I, too, was there as Joe took his last breath. 23 Perfect Love Poems For Husband (Beautiful words of love to share I came home and found him peacefully asleep, forever. We have two children. He was in the Navy. With the age different we knew that he may not be here forever. However, John got better. I can recant and recall the past, our story survived in me. He didn't smoke but worked with chemicals and not a very good work environment. Paul adored Michael and looked at our son as the "apple of his eye." "Afterglow" by Helen Lowrie Marshall. You may wish for this uncomfortable feeling to leave you so that you can function properly. Palliative care have been amazing. I don't want it to either. He loved my kids like they were his own. I am sorry for the loss of your husband. We were together for twenty-five years. I still cry some days and I miss him. Yes!! My birthday is today and I just feel so lonely without him. My condolences to you at this time. I'm now 29 with a 9 year old son (who looks just like his dad) and a 7 year old daughter. I stay up all night because I just don't want to lay without him there beside me. I still feel so empty and hope that I will eventually feel like a normal human being again. You melted my heart. He would have been 47, and in a few days it's our 27th wedding anniversary. I felt as if a hand touched me up my arm and across my chest. I know he would want me to go on living. The last year we were together every day. I can't describe in a short space, if ever, all that he bravely endured and what we all endured with him, for him. Everyone says I can do it and be strong, but I am weak. No signs other than a bad back for months. To my dear and loving husband. God is always with us. My whole being aches; I am consumed with thoughts of our life. I'm waiting to see her again. I was 36 with a 7-year-old. I am devastated. They are right next to us. Thank you for the poem. We were out having drinks with friends and decided to go back to their place. I do not have to pretend that I am fine, that I am strong. I will love him forever more than I can explain. What has helped me has been faith and prayer. He was a wise man and had so much to give. The doctors went on to explain this was the beginning of the end for John. He was 33 years old and would have been 34 in April. He left me with a daughter who is 24 years old now. I feel your pain because I lost my hubby of 13 years in August of this year. Even now I love him still. Our son just turned 12, exactly five months from his death on the 13th of this month. He was my world and he is still my world. I also talk to my dad, and no, I'm not mad! He was my rock, soul, and best friend. We were together for 22 years. I miss her a lot. I know my friends are tired of seeing my sadness on Facebook. I wonder if they lost their soulmate! It's the kind of heartache you can feel in your bones. I control what happens every day of the week so that I am not alone because the loneliness without my husband breaks me. I lost my husband almost 7 months ago, and this is exactly how I feel. My husband passed away on Feb. 26, 2017. But when darkness falls I'm sorry for your loss. I don't know how I'm going to go on without him. I am always thinking about you. I thank God I had a way of escape. I hate to see you walk out that. She passed away December 23, 2017, two days after her birthday and two days before Christmas. I can't help but get emotional. I just lost my husband 11 days ago in a tragic accident. I've seen my husband suffer the worst.
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